Honesty

"May 18, 2014"

I don't care

If it isn't about me

You aren't about me

You aren't me

Not me

Me.

At Least I Know Now

"May 28, 2014"

There's a world inside my head,

A parallel to my real life,

Filled with thoughts that never were.

But here, they flourish instead.

Little mishaps are corrected, errors erased and never heard.

Complete and perfect interactions, a medium for fantasy.

All the control in my possession, hidden in my every word.

You – you don't belong here.

I put you here to make you say

The words I would die to put in your mouth

If they only were sincere.

I come on strong because I feel so lonely.

Replace the silence with despair.

So, you'll reject my advances,

And I will withstand it,

'Cos something's always better than nothing.

At least I know now.

At least I didn't have to learn the hard way.

Life's easier in make-believe.

At least I know now.

At least I didn't have to learn the hard way.

I don't get hurt when it's just me.

Sex No Protection

I don't know you, but I want to.
How're you doing? Wanna get out of here?
It's so crowded. I think you're special.
Come on over here and make me feel good.

Carry me away.
I need to love this way.

Sex!
I'll fuck you if you want it.
Give me something, girl. I'm trying to get into you.
I wanna love you. Let me have it.
Work it good enough, and I will never leave you.

I don't know you, but I want to.
How're you doing? Do you feel okay with me?
I'm so nervous, but I think you're special.
I want to take the time to know you personally.

Carry me away.
I fall in love this way.

Sex!
I don't want to. I'm not ready.
I'll give you love, girl. I think that you could be the one.
I want you to love me. Can we save it?
Wait until the moment I promise to never leave you.

Love first, then the rest.
Lust runs into sex.
It taints it, wastes it,
Washes out and fades it.
Don't you want something that will last?

Starfucker, I've gotta be big.
I'm the best, let me tell you.
Let me know you. I can show you.
So much pressure to keep you here,
But I'm so fucking worth it!
Oh, give me something, girl.
Show me you love me!
Oh, don't you love me?
I know you love me.
Don't keep me waiting...leave me hanging on the edge.
I just wanna fuck you.

Sex!
I'll fuck you if you want it.
Give me something, girl. I'm trying to get into you.
I wanna love you. Let me have it.
Work it good enough, and I will never leave you.
Sex!
I don't want to. I'm not ready.
I'll give you love, girl. I think that you could be the one.
I want you to love me. Can we save it?
Wait until the moment I promise to never leave you.

Make This Mistake

Could it be, I got this one right?
You never know until you ask.
I have a feeling, this was a pivotal night,
A moment made to last.

I won't fall. I won't try
To take the place of another guy.
But if you're willing,
I am able.

Make a big mistake.
Make it here with me.
You can fall apart.
It's safe when I can fix you easily.
You want a brand new start.
Give me your own heart.
Chase away the feelings of regret.
Come on, make this mistake.

Never wanted so much to be liked,
But so unwilling to open up.
You never noticed my blue eyes
Glazing, welling, flashing by.

But I won't fall. I won't try
To take the place of another guy.

Make a big mistake.
Make it here with me.
You can fall apart.
It's safe when I can fix you easily.
You want a brand new start.
Give me your own heart.
Chase away the feelings of regret.
Come on, make this mistake!

But I won't fall. I won't try
To take the place of another guy.
But if you're willing, I am able.

Make a big mistake.
Make it here with me.
You can fall apart.
It's safe when I can fix you easily.
You want a brand new start.
Give me your own heart.
Chase away the feelings of regret.
Come on, make this mistake.