New Album Idea

I know that high school has been draining my creativity and my time, but I'm itching to come out with another cd. It's been quite a while since TheDangerZone Part3. I have 3 songs completed...so I'm on my way. The new album, if I do finish it, is called "Solitary Self-Confinement". Just look at this awesome album cover:


And here's a temporary incomplete track list:

1. I'm Fine *
2. Missing You
3. Stalk Me
4. Just Not Made For Love
5. I'm Not Your
6. My One and Only Other Guy Song
7. "February (piano piece)"
8. High School *
9. I Don't Know
10. Telephone
11. No More *
12. "February (piano piece)"
13.
14.
15.

*= finished pieces

It's been a while...

I'm performing another original song for the recital this year. It's called No More. I'm practically in love with it.

I know I want you.
I love the way you messed me up.
See I’m spineless
With psycho-obsessive love.
Yeah, I know that you’re taken.
I promise I will give it up.
So back away from me
‘Cos we’ve both had enough.
I’ll go.

No more fighting.
No more waiting.
No more wishing.
No more saying
I-I-I love you.
I-I-I love you.
No more crying.
No more txting.
No obsessing.
I’ll get a-away from you,
A-away from you.

See, I’m spineless.
When I see you, I melt.
I can fix it.
But I need you and no one else.
Too much emotion.
I’ll fight this stubborn crush.
But my heart’s not so tough.
When will I have enough?
I’ll go…

No more fighting.
No more waiting.
No more wishing.
No more saying
I-I-I love you.
I-I-I love you.
No more crying.
No more txting.
No obsessing.
I’ll get a-away from you,
A-away from you.

Why can’t we just try?
‘Cos this is not enough.
C’mon, just pass me by
So I can give you up.
I swear I’ll go!

No more fighting.
No more waiting.
No more wishing.
No more saying
I-I-I love you.
I-I-I love you.
No more crying.
No more txting.
No obsessing.
I’ll get a-away from you,
A-away from you.

September 19, 2009

I miss you
And I still...I still...
I'm still here,
But somewhere else.
There are feelings I keep to myself.
I'm always looking back,
Hoping I could see you smile.
But all I've found
Are games we play, sustain denial.

We try and try at different times.
No overlap to save this.

Blue in the face
From holding my breath.
Wishing and hoping,
Trying, connecting.
But sugar-coat can't keep it together,
And he's still...there.

No words, no pictures, faint memories.

September 13, 2009

I hate Facebook...

Ooh, I like you.
Don't know you,
But I'm sure you'll be alright.
Let's call it relationship.
Everyone says we'll be fine.

'Cos everyone's been waiting.
Oh, now they're all excited.
I get my glasses and keep my head down.
It's not the right time.

I don't like you...

I found out
(We were fine)
Going home from that midnight ride.
I don't know
(What I was thinking)

September 3, 2009

Haven't seen you in a while.
I've been doing some thinking.
You said you're doing fine.
Well, I want to say something.
These last two weeks have been fine,
And I think you could be someone
I could be great...friends with.
Oh, please don't give me that look.
What were you expecting?
There were no stars in our sky.
I thought you'd understand.
I'm not the one, can't be that guy
...for you.

It's so hard to find someone
Who loves to laugh and talk to you
Like you're the one thing that matters.
It's so hard to find a girl
Who loves you back while being friends.
You will find that no one else matters.

August 30, 2009

How do I say this?
I was wrong.
My feelings, they're changing.
I tricked myself to fall into your arms.
You're gripping too tightly.
I've reason not to need for what you want.
Now let me say nicely
I've only been dead and on the run.

Don't you think that nothing isn't something?
So why don't we be level-headed?
Let's write it off and save the heartache
Before the wounds start appearing.
Yeah, I know you'll cry.
And, well, I'll cry too.
No, I can't make you
The one I wanna love.
And I'm so blinded by another view.
I won't settle for you and I.

July 30, 2009

Wouldn't it be easy
If I could change your mind?
Make a new decision for you?
Keep you on the safe side?
Would you like it
If I took control?
Forgave your mistakes?
Told your hate to let go?