Wait

I'm sick,
And I'm wasting my time.
Hold on.
I'll never see the light.
Just let me reach the ground
Before the pain seeps in again.
For nothing feels better
Than this mess I'm in.
I'll keep these feelings
Bottled up inside
'Til the time is right.
This, I tried.

But
I can't wait by the phone,
Hoping for a call
To make my life amazing,
While I'm missing it all.
I won't sit on the edge,
Breaking my heart.
To watch you walk away
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I can't wait for your call.