song lyrics

Stupid Phone
Oh, I’m so devoted to you.
I’m txting you every night,
Hoping that someday you’ll see
That I could be your type of guy.
But it’s all too easy
To feel like you’re ignoring me.
So I’m checking it every second,
Waiting for what you’ll say.
And it’s getting apparent
That you won’t be answering.
I’ve got some things to do,
So if I hear from you,
I’ll send a message too.

Fuck you!
I’m not waiting by the phone.
Fuck you!
I’m not staying home alone.
Spend my time on a silly ring.
It’s incredible
I’m still functional.
You’re maniacal.

Oh, he’s gone, so you can talk now.
Don’t I feel so special…
I get a daily dose of seconds.
How magical…

I see the game,
But it’s not fun.
You make me hurt,
And then I run.
I guess I’ve got one thing to say…

Fuck you!
I’m not waiting by the phone.
Fuck you!
I’m not staying home alone.
Waste my time on a stupid ring.
It’s incredible
I’m still functional.
You’re maniacal.

So, why do you care where I go,
Who I’m with,
What I fucking do?
How are you so into me
Without liking me?
Am I too easy?

Fuck you!
I’m not waiting by the phone.
Fuck you!
I’m not staying home alone.
Waste my time on a stupid ring.
It’s incredible
I’m still functional.
I’m turning off my stupid phone!

How Much is Too Much
I’ve been watching you,
Watching your every move,
Waiting for the chance to say…
Something.
Can’t help from gripping tight
To what I feel is right.
So keep an eye on me
‘Cos I’m not leaving.
I’m into you.
This is nothing new.
How far can I go this time?

How much is too much?
For everything,
I would keep on trying.
Bring you close to me.
I know it’s a lot,
But I’m waiting for you now.
I’m waiting for you now.

I'm So Full of Myself
I'm just a little paranoid, protective
'Cos I don't want you stealing my thunder.
I need control over the situation
So I can always get what I want.

new song ideas

I'm working on "How Much is Too Much", "I'm Not Over", and "I'm So Full of Myself". So that would make the new tracklist:

1. I'm Fine
2. Missing You
3. Stalk Me
4. How Much is Too Much
5. I'm Not Over
6. My One and Only Other Guy Song
7. I'm So Full of Myself
8. Time
9. High School
10. I Don't Know
11. Telephone
12. No More
13. I Give Up
14. Say It
15. You'll See

I'm iffy on whether I'll keep "I Don't Know" and "Say It."

No More

I've really gotten into "No More," so I'm gonna post it on here. This is the first song I've ever posted on here. Kinda exciting, no? Anyway, it's in video form, and I absolutely love the artwork for it.

One of my February songs

I had two songs marked down on my tracklist as "February" because I started composing them in February. They're two piano pieces. I've finally given a title and theme to one of them. It came to me yesterday. I was sinking back into an all-to-familiar feeling of helplessness, and I said to myself, "Forget about it. Nothing will happen. You'll see."
So...the song will be called "You'll See." It's going to be the warning I always give myself when I let myself fall.