Honesty

"May 18, 2014"

I don't care

If it isn't about me

You aren't about me

You aren't me

Not me

Me.

At Least I Know Now

"May 28, 2014"

There's a world inside my head,

A parallel to my real life,

Filled with thoughts that never were.

But here, they flourish instead.

Little mishaps are corrected, errors erased and never heard.

Complete and perfect interactions, a medium for fantasy.

All the control in my possession, hidden in my every word.

You – you don't belong here.

I put you here to make you say

The words I would die to put in your mouth

If they only were sincere.

I come on strong because I feel so lonely.

Replace the silence with despair.

So, you'll reject my advances,

And I will withstand it,

'Cos something's always better than nothing.

At least I know now.

At least I didn't have to learn the hard way.

Life's easier in make-believe.

At least I know now.

At least I didn't have to learn the hard way.

I don't get hurt when it's just me.