Luke Morin Anthology

Working on converting a lot of my songs to piano music. It's going to take a while...I've completed Invisible (Lubov Konchena), Not the Only One, and Too Destructive.

July 20, 2009 (Wish You Could See Me Now)

Lazy days,
Filling time so I don't think about you.
You haven't called.
Just as lonely as before.
I'll take a walk,
Pretend you're out there thinking of me.
Watch the cars go by.
I think I see you

In the car
As you are driving by,
But another look says
You were in my head.
Maybe if I stop thinking,
I'll hear your voice
Calling my name.

I wish you could see me now.
I've changed a bit, just wanted you to know.
And there's no excuse.
I only think of you.

March 19, 2009 (I Do So Hate You Very Well) [Full Lyrics]

I'm just a stupid boy.
I don't know anything.
Look up to the sky.
I'm just chasing a dream.
When I'm all ready,
I'm standing in a line.
Waiting for the girl
Who's always on my

Mind your step.
I'm always waiting my turn.
I couldn't get any worse.
You're always getting in my way.
It took me the likes of you to say

I do so hate you very well.
I'm sick and tired of this very act of standing still.
I do so hate you very well.
I'll never give myself away.

I don't know how to speak
Like I know everything.
I don't know how to play
All of your stupid games.
I don't have the time
To sabotage your stay.
But listen to me. If you hurt her,
I'll know where to find you. It's that easy.
And I never wonder
How you were found.
No, I simply wonder
Why she's sticking around.

Round the corner.
Open your frivolous eyes.
Regret the day you realize
I will not be anything buy polite.
But when there's no disguise...

(Chorus)

It's so un-Christian of me,
But I hate you.
Waiting respectfully
For my chance to fly.
In my un-twisted view,
No one deserves the
Disgrace you bring upon all of us.

I'm not a stupid boy.
I'm a stupid guy!

(Chorus)

July 15, 2009

What if I kept you in my heart?
What if the wait wasn't so long?
What if you looked me in the eyes,
See I wasn't wrong?
What if you took me for a change?
And what if your mind wasn't so strange?
So I wouldn't hear of him.
He'd be gone.

I don't ask for help.
I don't need any help.
But I need you.
Why are you wasting your time?
Where were you tonight?

New Album Idea

It's gonna be called "Solitary Self-Confinement". I don't really know what I'll do with "Never WANTED To See You". It might still be a possibility. But the former will be set as a journal sequence based on my experiences and feelings of the past year. It's like my music journal. And the title is revitalizing the independence and reclusion I bring upon myself.

July 12, 2009

I came here just to hang out.
Didn't know I'd have to watch you make out.
I'm happy for you.
So can you knock it off? Fine something else to do.
My mistake. I didn't see you appear.
I was to busy txting so I wouldn't have to hear
The stupid things you say to each other.
The way you're acting, I'm about to call my mother

'Cos I...feel so uncomfortable.
I...I feel so uncomfortable.
I need to go. I need to go home.
Let me alone. Let me...God, I'm so alone!

One-on-one is a bad combination,
A horrifying tale to tell the children.
Couple couples, make a freakin' baby!
Just not in front of me. I won't see any of it.

I'm a lightweight,
So deeply conservative.
God first, family next.
I'm set in my opinions.

July 10, 2009 (Obsessive, Compulsive, Yet Not a Disorder)

Pull out my phone,
Feeling so left out.
Fake a little social life
To keep confident.
Desperate for affection,
A little care and presence.
God, why don't things happen
On my terms?

You weren't there when I was alone.
So why am I so soft to you?
What the heck happened to my backbone?
Why so many messages I've sent for you?

(The boy's obsessive)
I just know what I want. Don't take her from me.

July 7, 2009 (My One and Only Other Guy Song)

(This is against everything I know,
But here I go)

I'm one "try to be Christian" boy.
I've never felt the need to qauit.
Faith in God isn't a weakness.
He doesn't know who he's messing with.
I've never like profanity,
Afraid of immorality.
Don't take me to be naive.
I'll end his time, no goodbyes.

I hope some light has shined through.
Trash like him shouldn't be near you.
I don't like to compare,
But I'm better.

So, there may not seem like much to me.
But I'm as strong as the next guy.
Yeah, I don't dwell on serious. I'm a little too happy.

July 6, 2009 (I'm Not Your)

I'm not the sugar in your tea.
There's no reason for me to be sweet.
All the pleasantries are said politely.
I'm not the shoulder for your head.
Keep your complaints to yourself instead.
Put me on minimal importance.
I'm just a friend.

I'm not your boyfriend,
So keep your eyes off of me.
Hold his stupid hand. Pretend you're happy.
I won't be second.
Don't expect to talk to me.
Messing up my head and my heart
Without the guarantees.

I'm not the sample.
Nothing from me is free.
Stay invested or pay penalties.
I don't have his ego,
And I'm not so bold.
But you wasted time when I was ready.
I'm not the protector.
I don't need to be there for you...
Even though I want to.
I'm not a promise.
Shut up! You can't even make one.
But I promised you love.

(Chorus)

July 5, 2009 (Jealous Much?)

What did I do?
Oh, what could I have done?
It's never getting better.
I filled the hole
Then left another one.
I was trying to stay out.
Now I can't talk to you,
And I don't feel bad for you.
I'm waiting for you to take me for what I am.

I won't change a step.
And I won't make the moves easy.
Girl, you're so hard to get.
So if it's him you need, why are you looking at me?

I'm just a nice boy,
People always around me.
Go soften up those pretty eyes.
No reason for jealousy.

June 22, 2009

I'm sorry I didn't say hello
When you sat at the other table.
Guess I'm just learning to tune you out
When you say nothing at all.
So sorry I didn't talk to you
'Cos your boyfriend's just so...stu...pid.
Guess I'm just losing my patience,
That fine line between
Who I am and who I thought you'd be.

Don't go and leave me in my hypocrisy.
I'm not the one you thought would be so incomplete.
I'm not the boy with immaturity.
Take that up with him.
Don't turn me away from you.

June 16, 2009 "May 28, 2009 (I'm Not It)"

I'm a really nice guy.
Sweet, attentive, caring, soft.
I'm smart and funny and everything,
But I'm not it.

I like you a lot,
And you're perfect to me.
The prettiest girl I've ever seen,
But I'm not it.

Burn it into my brain.
Force me to say it again and again.
Make me write it 'til I go insane.
"I'm not it!"

I've written this song a million times.
It's spinning me 'round this same record.
Dizzy and scraped up from flying off,
Only willing to climb back on.

I hear the same words I say,
Have the same thoughts every day.
Please let me end this tragedy.

(Silence)

Thanks...

June 16, 2009

We sit at opposite sides.
I thought I played so well.
I didn't make a mess,
Didn't let the secrets spill.
And you need me to be there,
And I need you.
But I won't compromise with
Your hurtful guise.

Don't put me in the middle.
I'll sit all by myself.
I didn't ask for disapproval.
So show my life some respect.
Maybe if I was three years older,
You wouldn't ignore me.

Move down some seats.
After all, they are annoying.
Forget my unforgettable presence.
Take me out of the picture frame.

Even on my darkest days,
I had you to hope for.
But all I really have
Is your empty words.

May 7, 2009

Today I scared myself so bad.
I fell completely to the floor.
All of this love for you I had,
I tried to slam the door.
I know you're stringing me along.
And I can't play anymore.
I've held my heart out too long.
I'm taking it back for someone else.
And when you're alone,
Don't cry to me for help.

I'll always love you,
But your time is up.
So I'm done.

This is harder than I thought.
Waiting was a part of me.
And all these thoughts in my head
Screwing with my sanity!
The smile has faded,
So just go away.
Come back so I can tell you
Not today.

Next day, I've planned to leave you.
Cut the leash you have on me.
And then I have to see the face,
Enduring yet another heartbreak.
I recognize my crestfallen tracks
That led to the snare in my place.
I'm hanging upside down,
Waiting for you. Wasted days.

You never said a word to me
Out in the public face.
Not a look, a smile, a gesture
To let me know I really mattered.
Take a look in these painful eyes
For the last time. It's been too long.

This is harder than I thought.
I thought I could wait long enough.
Now your lingering memory's
Screwing with my sanity!
Your chance has faded,
So just go away.
Come back and I'll tell you
How great we could be.

April 29, 2009 (The Rain)

Drops of sorrow down the road.
The cloudy gray breaks hope.
But the recklessness I feel
When skies grow dark.
I'll love you
With all my heart.
Not a sound to spare.
The scent of life in the air.
I hate to interrupt your life,
But I'm about to take flight.

Pour me over, let me fall.
(I'm so close to breaking)
Feel the water cascade down.
(Let it hit your beautiful face)
Drenched and self-conscious.
I'll never be dry again.

I've been storing myself inside,
Stopping up the raging tide.
But drops are overflowing walls,
Indestructible stone tumbling down.

April 27, 2009

Oh, I like you.
I would risk my life just to love you.
I can't remember being so insane.
But I'll always see you walk away.
Confusing, all the violence kept inside.
My burning wanting, what I have to hide.

I heard my first request,
Also my next and last lament.

And you threw it in my face,
Explained my sad mistakes.
I couldn't be any more wrong.
My mind lost for so long.
I'm such a great guy
Who deserves much better.

Lotsa Lyrics to Update On

April 7, 2009
I don't know
Whether I should love or back off,
When I should keep trying to talk.
I'll give up, throw hope out the door,
Then crawl back 'cos I need more.
I can't tell happiness and distress.
I can't figure out why I've made this mess.
I don't want to feel the pain of regret,
So I'll try my best to stay ahead.

I don't know
Why I'm so thoughtless,
Why I'm expecting you.
I don't know
Why I'm so hopeless,
Hoping to fall for you.
I don't know
Why it's so easy
To keep me dangling on...
On a ledge I built myself.
And someday, you may knock it down.