Circles

I just finished this a few days ago. Another piano comp in the vein of Vanessa Carlton's "The Wreckage."
Circles

February 12, 2012
Spinning,
Take me in the moonlight.
I am with the living,
But time stands still.
Watching
Continuum in motion.
Dreams outlining fears
By cheating deaths.

I'll never be a social
When I'm in a circle.
My eyes are glossing over,
But boredom is my cover.

Reaching out, but
Turn and cross.
I'm in a daze.
Safe and sound
In my secluded
Numbness. Waiting.

Watch me
Contemplating insight.
So embarrassed.
Waiting for alarms.
People,
Hopes and dreams perpetual.
Never moving forward.
Starting, but
Never ending.

I'll never feel at home
When I'm in a circle.
Suffering stagnation
For sake of relations.